so. i got transfered stores in the wonderful company that is gamestop. (note the sarcasm) i did however get bumped up to a third key. for those of you who are out of the gamestop lingo, it's pretty much an assistant assistant manager. it ain't much but i get a raise.

i work with all guys. fuck.

crystal lake was sweet. the customers never treated us any differently just because we had boobs. in round lake it's like these guys walk in and go 'holy shit boobs! what do i do!? look down. don't look at them....shit i looked.' it's awful. i had a guy come in that did everything he possibly could to look everywhere but at me. i scared some guy into buying a subscription. and to make things worse one of the guys i work with is the same way.

sweet.

tristan is doing amazingly wonderfully well. he turns six months old tomorrow. and he's got his check up on thursday. he's gotten soo big and he actually enjoys baths now.

i taught him how to splash.

i am now the proud owner of an xbox 360. i'm feeding more money into the greedy power hungry company that is microsoft. i'm amazing.

it's the cool halo one though. i love it. i also picked up bioshock and condemned. now. how to tell my mother.


my grandma has had to make two emergency room trips in the past month. the first time she had no clue where she was. we were at my aunts house for my cousins birthday. she kept telling me and kristin how pretty we were. and wanted to know when my dad was coming home. all manner of things that didn't make any sense. they took her to the er but because they had waited two hours and had no luck getting in to see a doctor, they left.

she was back to normal anyways.

right.

so then the other day i get a call at work from my mom saying that she's taking grandma in because she couldn't pick anything up, let alone close her left hand around anything. so in to the er she went again. only this time they got to see a doctor. they did cat scans. they said that she would be ok. she should go see her doctor and have her treated as an outpatient because it would be too expensive at the hospital. something about they couldn't really do anything for her. so mom is supposed to take her to the doctor. that will happen just like it did last time.

for those keeping track. there was no last time.

things have been rough. i'm not gonna lie. people are driving me nuts. and the worst part about it is, it's the people who keep saying that they're going to change the things that they do, stop the things that make me upset and they never do. it's frustrating.

i've been having a hard time keeping track of things lately. i put things away so that i know where to find them and then when i need them i can't for the life of me remember where they are. i have been getting little to no sleep. partially because erich works at night and doesn't usually get off work until midnight and i have a hard time falling asleep without him home. partially because tristan wakes me up early, plus with work and school i'm up early pretty much everyday. i need sleep and when i do get the chance to get it, it doesn't come to me. i have had absolutely no appetite. nothing looks tasty. and most things make me sick. mom wants me to go see the doctor.

i hate the doctor.

i've started up a new little series. hopefully it will turn into something bigger. i haven't gotten to work on it much because of school.

silly storyboards.

i have to meet with my creative thinking teacher tomorrow. since the jackass decided that it wasn't worth his time to show up last week. he set the time. he made a big deal about me being on time and showing up. i was even five minutes early. i sat there for twenty and he never showed. i looked for him and to no avail, couldn't find him.

so i went home.

hopefully i'll be able to put up at least the sketches up. i've got one image inked. they all kind of poke fun at society and the things that people do. like one is making fun of the stupid little kids we get at work. we told one kid that if he really wanted excitement from the halo series then he should read the books. he looked at us like we had just told him to go running down the street stark naked screaming lines from hairspray. it was as if he had never read a book before. patrick, one of the guys i work with, then proceeded to ask me and my fellow third key if we had ever heard of this amazing rpg called outside. it has these awesome npc's and there are millions of levels. there's all kinds of new tasks and quests you can partake of. and it never plays the same.

hence the idea for the drawing.

i've got one for music, movies, tv, videogames, little girls and their 'dress', girls and their makeup, parents and their lack of discipline, kids and getting whatever they want/never having to work for anything. that sort of thing.